idk where to start kasi i cant explain what im feeling, or maybe i am jus embarrassed to admit what i feel. do u remember the first time we talked, di ka na nagtataka bakit kita chinat? 😭😭 it was because im interested in uuu not as friends but yk and then j got to know u and then eventually ended up liking u, although there was a phase na im not sure about what i feel and wanted to stop the sudden feeling and i genuinely jus want to be friends w you. but idk di talaga napipilit nararamdaman no? kahit alam ko na malabo kasi nga u can’t get over uour ex and that was okay, inisip ko nalang na i can wait pero now im choosing myself, syempre nasasaktan din ako whenever u make kwento but im really trying my best to be there for u as a friend and i kmow sinabi ko na if u need someone to talk to im here, pero now im not sure na, i want to listen to u pero nasasaktan kasi ako. though im being selfish, minsan lang naman ako maging selfish so im very sorry if di ko mapigilan nararamdaman ko which is why ive decided to end this nalang whatever friendship we have, mahirap eh masakit umasa sa di pa nakakamove on mas lalo nang mahirap makinig sa mga kwento mo about your feelinhs
and seeing u like that i am hurt din and worried. im sorry if iiwanan kita sa tough times mo, di ko na kaya eh, minsan lang naman ako maging selfish. thank you for everything, for the memories, for making me happy for a short time hehe thank uuuuuu i wish it coulr be longer pero i am mahina talaga when it comes to this hahahaha im very very sorry, take care of yourself, im not sure if i can say i love u back kasi im not sure what u meant by that pati i dont feel that deep pa naman so im ending it na habang kaya ko pa kalimutan ka kasi yk i have a bad habit of not moving on for a long time rin hahahahha it took me 4 years to find u nga eh, i dont want to wait another 4 years na. thank u so much eli and please please please take care of yourself, don’t hurt yourself and if we ever see each other anywhere, sana di maging awkward hahahahha lets not make pansinan nalang, thank u so much for everything, i will treasure every memory. it’s really hard for me to say what i feel hehe i hope nalang na ano u keep this to yourself nalang haha and and sorry if there r grammatical errors it just im beinh stupid right now, thank u thank u idk if i will regret yhis but if i do and if i reach out sayo, please push me away although malulungkot ako if u push me away pero please do but bur idk i dont want to end yhis happiness pa e pero ako rin naman masasaktan, thank u so much for being a genuine person, i hope u heal from your past and live your life to the fullest w the person who’ll be there for u at your worst, di ko alam nakakailang thank u na ko but thank u, im grateful na i had u in my life. di ko ineexpect na ito yunh letter na sesend ko sayo hahhaha biglaan, i have another letter pa for graduation e, take care of yourself, u are special to me. u can block me if u want but i’m not gonna block you. thank u so much for everything i appreciate everything you’ve done. u mean a lot to me, i hope u know that and look after yourself cause i wont be able to na. take care, i love you.